Every time I look at myself, I think and ask, can this be real, can I possibly have what I have always wanted? To be as happy as I am now, to hold her hand and say I love you like we do. To be cooking in the kitchen with mom again or going to see dad on the weekdays when ever I please. It was very hard for me to take all of this in at one time, but now, I truly believe that I am as happy as can be with my life. Things only seem to be getting better as they go, and for once, finally, I have found a girl who I will always try for, and never give up on. I love her so much and she doesn’t even know it.